Expectancy.

Gotta kill it off this time around. It has certainly killed me the last time around.

Deficient.

I try my hardest to please everybody around me.

I also wish someone would do the same for me.
Where's that Joy.

Dry.

I've been pouring so much at my end.
To see one coming my way is like a needle in a haystack that has been found.
I've given in abundance, yet people. People.

All I need is some genuine sincerity.