Cond

I've got what I need. I can breathe.

I'm more than fine. More than just okay.

Out

of shape. Body and fingers. NUUUU. ):

Typos are so rampant nao. ): yikes. maybe is the keyboard ahhhhhh.

Follow your heart?

nah. Lead instead.

Not a mere wish.

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy.

- St. Francis of Assisi (via dinosrawr)

(Source: abutterflyforchrist, via awakeningmyheart)

Conscience.

You can't fool it. Really.

Exp.

My ceiling to be your floor.

Catch the robber.

To even possess a thought that I'm simply better than others....

That's criminal.

Judged.

Have I not learn how to love, instead of judging people around me?
Sometimes unknowingly and subconsciously, wham.

I look myself with disgust and contempt. Surely it is not what I want to become.
I've made a monster out of myself, a mess of me.
If judgments fill my thoughts, there won't be room for me to love anymore.

Matthew 7:1-2.

Expectancy.

Gotta kill it off this time around. It has certainly killed me the last time around.

Deficient.

I try my hardest to please everybody around me.

I also wish someone would do the same for me.
Where's that Joy.

Dry.

I've been pouring so much at my end.
To see one coming my way is like a needle in a haystack that has been found.
I've given in abundance, yet people. People.

All I need is some genuine sincerity.

No support.

Losing my cool.

Rediscover You

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
On religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit that the passion's gone

And I want to get it back.

Friction

I don't want it to be the same. But it's already on the line, and the risk is there.

Losing a brother? Depends what I'm after.
No, this will not happen again.

Help to hurt. The irony.

All is well.

I'm only desperate. But oh well. Another subchapter in my life!

Am I

not real anymore?

God, my prayer is: Help me to be not materialistic please.
I really need to fix my eyes on heaven.

Backstabbing

should be a fun thing to do, since everyone's doing it.

Since the subject is me.

Not in the league.

Failing to comprehend what is COMMITMENT.
Respect to all for those who does that. Seriously, this is beyond me.

FML?

FML?
LOLOLOLOLOL. whoever used it, just give me your life, no second thoughts okay? (:

Oh wait, now you take that back? NOOB.
Choose your words wisely la.

yay

It's only fun when it's not within your grasp.
Got it? Just throw it back into the water, and get it again! (:

Unraveling of a Tragedy

I can't let go.
No I cannot forgive.
I hate the man living inside this skin.
In bloody fields and dirty hands.
Many tragedies lie within.

untitled

u hurt whom u care. u care whom u hurt?
CONTRADICT.
you repay good with evil.

today

someone across the world heard me. >.<
am i that loud? yikes!

I gave away.

It's haunting me back again. Sigh.

Friends. Pfft.
Maybe that's how it goes with me. No point in remembering.

Box

I'm not going to fit into yours. That's for sure. Get your mind around it pretty please.
Being pushed around far too many times.

UGHHH.

Ignorance is not my friend anymore.
How long can I endure the pain. It's been forever.
Am I being too sensitive? Is that really too much to ask?
I feel so .... unwanted :(
You take for granted, and I'm hurt.
You'd think i'm vain. I'M NOT.
mask off.
What's written here is my heart's pulse. True in every sense of the word.

Hate slaps, hate pretense, hates ignorance.
I don't dislike people without reasons. See me ignoring you and you know you did something awful.
Don't ask rhetorical questions PUNK.
Your mouth's like sugar?
I DON'T APPRECIATE SARCASM.

Thank you.