Is this for real.

2011-10-10T13:31:00.001+08:00

Twice.

2011-05-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Missed. Why.

That time. That was the only time I wanted to rebel and sin so badly to make myself happy. I didn't. Yet I felt no 'accomplishment' by not sinning.

The first major covet issue ever. Sigh. ugh ugh ugh.

Live.

2011-04-05T03:13:00.000+08:00

Psalms 119:9
How can a young man keep his ways pure? By living according to Your word.

Matthew 5:13-16
13. You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden.
15. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.
16. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

Philippians 2:14-15
14. Do everything without complaining or arguing,
15. So that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe.

This is my prayer.

Holy

2011-03-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

People can feel it if you're just plain more enthusiastic or, you're putting up a facade on your holiness.
Why people do that? I really do not understand.

Facade on a facade is worse. Good luck with that.

Liars

2011-02-28T15:14:00.002+08:00

We are the best there is in the world.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Kena tipu

2011-02-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

The damned are the self-deceivers.

Oh, I'm crashing downnnn. Spilt my own cup.

Fake faces have the slightest chance to survive through the misery!

TAK BOLEHHH

2011-02-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Can't write for nuts!

Reso?

2011-01-07T01:47:00.002+08:00

pixel to pixel, cover-to-cover is all I aim for this year.

Not striving to be better than anyone, but I know it is a need to do it. Definitely.

I want to grow. Been stagnant too long. Way too long.

It's worth it.

Basic Instuctions Before Leaving Earth!

Lifelong investment.

p.s. I love guys who write well. Guys as in males. No i'm not sexist.

Cond

2010-12-28T13:10:00.002+08:00

I've got what I need. I can breathe.

I'm more than fine. More than just okay.

Out

2010-11-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

of shape. Body and fingers. NUUUU. ):

Typos are so rampant nao. ): yikes. maybe is the keyboard ahhhhhh.

Follow your heart?

2010-11-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

nah. Lead instead.

Not a mere wish.

2010-11-22T03:05:00.001+08:00

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy.

- St. Francis of Assisi (via dinosrawr)

(Source: abutterflyforchrist, via awakeningmyheart)

Conscience.

2010-11-18T13:29:00.001+08:00

You can't fool it. Really.

Exp.

2010-11-14T16:00:00.001+08:00

My ceiling to be your floor.

Catch the robber.

2010-11-13T02:15:00.001+08:00

To even possess a thought that I'm simply better than others....

That's criminal.

Judged.

2010-08-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

Have I not learn how to love, instead of judging people around me?
Sometimes unknowingly and subconsciously, wham.

I look myself with disgust and contempt. Surely it is not what I want to become.
I've made a monster out of myself, a mess of me.
If judgments fill my thoughts, there won't be room for me to love anymore.

Matthew 7:1-2.

Expectancy.

2010-07-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

Gotta kill it off this time around. It has certainly killed me the last time around.

Deficient.

2010-07-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

I try my hardest to please everybody around me.

I also wish someone would do the same for me.
Where's that Joy.

Dry.

2010-07-05T15:55:00.002+08:00

I've been pouring so much at my end.
To see one coming my way is like a needle in a haystack that has been found.
I've given in abundance, yet people. People.

All I need is some genuine sincerity.

No support.

2010-06-07T11:39:00.001+08:00

Losing my cool.

Rediscover You

2010-05-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
On religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit that the passion's gone

And I want to get it back.

Friction

2010-05-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

I don't want it to be the same. But it's already on the line, and the risk is there.

Losing a brother? Depends what I'm after.
No, this will not happen again.

Help to hurt. The irony.

All is well.

2010-05-11T07:19:00.001+08:00

I'm only desperate. But oh well. Another subchapter in my life!

Am I

2010-04-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

not real anymore?

God, my prayer is: Help me to be not materialistic please.
I really need to fix my eyes on heaven.

Backstabbing

2010-04-09T10:04:00.001+08:00

should be a fun thing to do, since everyone's doing it.

Since the subject is me.

Not in the league.

2010-04-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

Failing to comprehend what is COMMITMENT.
Respect to all for those who does that. Seriously, this is beyond me.

FML?

2010-04-05T10:53:00.002+08:00

FML?
LOLOLOLOLOL. whoever used it, just give me your life, no second thoughts okay? (:

Oh wait, now you take that back? NOOB.
Choose your words wisely la.

yay

2010-04-01T10:52:00.001+08:00

It's only fun when it's not within your grasp.
Got it? Just throw it back into the water, and get it again! (:

Unraveling of a Tragedy

2010-03-30T12:28:00.002+08:00

I can't let go.
No I cannot forgive.
I hate the man living inside this skin.
In bloody fields and dirty hands.
Many tragedies lie within.

untitled

2010-03-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

u hurt whom u care. u care whom u hurt?
CONTRADICT.
you repay good with evil.

today

2010-03-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

someone across the world heard me. >.<
am i that loud? yikes!

I gave away.

2010-01-27T10:54:00.002+08:00

It's haunting me back again. Sigh.

Friends. Pfft.
Maybe that's how it goes with me. No point in remembering.

Box

2010-01-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to fit into yours. That's for sure. Get your mind around it pretty please.
Being pushed around far too many times.

UGHHH.

2010-01-10T12:59:00.003+08:00

Ignorance is not my friend anymore.
How long can I endure the pain. It's been forever.
Am I being too sensitive? Is that really too much to ask?
I feel so .... unwanted :(
You take for granted, and I'm hurt.
You'd think i'm vain. I'M NOT.
mask off.
What's written here is my heart's pulse. True in every sense of the word.

Hate slaps, hate pretense, hates ignorance.
I don't dislike people without reasons. See me ignoring you and you know you did something awful.
Don't ask rhetorical questions PUNK.
Your mouth's like sugar?
I DON'T APPRECIATE SARCASM.

Thank you.

Became

2009-12-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

Bitter. That's what i'm sure of.

Spoilt Mindsets.

2009-12-25T08:05:00.000+08:00

You're taking for granted.

X

2009-12-25T02:50:00.000+08:00

It takes 'Christ' out of '-mas'. Don't do that.

ticktock

2009-12-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

This we know, we have a new life.
We are Yours for now. But will it be forever?

IN THIS LIFE, ALL that i seek, it has to be about you.
Life is too distracting to live nowadays.

Build

2009-12-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Tearing people down is the only thing i see.

GIBs and RUBs

2009-12-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

we're too materialistic. we grew ignorant. we care less. we don't know what we're doing. we run. we pretend. we put that mask. how different can we be from them?

Best thing I've ever done? burying the fact of love.

I did it right.

2009-12-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

With the wrong ways.

Dwell

2009-12-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

not on self-pity.

w/o

2009-12-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

Love without romance. Can you still stick with her?
Christianity without music. Can you still stick with Him?

Ugh.

2009-11-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

Rip my heart out. I need a rebuild.

HAHA

2009-11-10T00:56:00.001+08:00

I LAUGHED.

Dedicated to: Stephy

2009-08-15T11:29:00.002+08:00

Please don't update. I know I don't want to. :D

Steph, only you know about this. Keep this thing shush. I'm not planning to go official anytime soon. LOL. So DON'T expect to see any progress here. AHAHAHHAHAHA

It's not happening.

2009-08-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

I guess this is it. Pens down! It's either a fresh new start, or a fart in the wind.